Bleugh!

A pretty dull few days...half-bro been over and as I wasn't going away he stayed longer(with Heidi the cat), I think I could have done with some alone/recovery time tbh but it's not all about me. We saw Aunty Iris the other day she has ovarian and stomach cancer, so things ain't looking too rosy, I wish I'd been firmer with her sooner about going to the Drs, she's been losing weight since January, she's just never been ill and is a bit stubborn, I never know how much to push people and always worry that I've not done enough. Anyway I've mainly slept these last few days, not been very sociable...I have the lurgy/chest infection. I've totally dropped off my prophy regime, now no more ass bleeding, I still should be doing prophy but I'm not motivated.Last night I found a pack of Keflex anti-biotics kicking about so I'm necking them. Days and Nights of sleep and fevered dreams, they've at least moved from death to sex magick and candle magick ;), AND I've got through part 1 series 1 of Heroes, roll on the 10th December. It's getting to that lonely time of year, haven't had a phone call in days, I'm just holed up ringing no-one either, it's a 2 way street.I'm dreading going back to work, I feel paranoid already and like I'm gonna fuck-up.How can I work 4 days a week when I sleep 12 to 17hours a day. I've got an appointment imminent with the sleep clinic. I woke up 52 times the other night, yet was still feeling exhausted.

Anyway, priorities:
I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.I MUST BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY.


*Edit* yeeeha! - I WILL BE WELL FOR THE MARCH VIOLETS ON SATURDAY! ;)

slashfic Heroes / The Divinyls 'I touch myself' - lovin it :):