One night without my mental health meds and feeling as lonely and blue as they come. I feel paranoid and disgusting and disgusted too. I got dressed up and made up tonight as I was determined to do something and now I'm just a sobbing mascara-streaked heap. I'm lonely for a reason and this anxiety-ridden boring persona i s i t.
The Fiend
- 'A friend who bleeds is better'
- Leeds, Gods Own County, United Kingdom
- "I saw 2 shooting stars last night, I wished on them but they were only satellites. It's wrong to wish on space-hardware..."-Christ that says about all you never need to know about my maturity, posting song lyrics. Jeez. Permanent existential crisis.Aspiring drop-out. "Always forgive your enemies,nothing annoys them so much."-Oscar Wilde "Regret,is part of being alive,just keep it a small part."- Kerr Avon Enjoys: music,some arty shit, street art,indie movies,giggage,dressing up, company(people,pets,amoeba), the great outdoors(from a car),laughing which leads us neatly to... nitrous oxide,the extremes of life-from a safe viewing platform,emotionality(this is different from 'emo').Photography(although I don't have anything other than a camera phone lol that makes me phony!).A friend who's dressed in leather.A friend who bleeds is better?Well that has to be proven,I refer to blood/bleeding a bit in this blog-as it's one of the things I do best-I have von Willebrands type 3 a severe bleeding disorder similar to severe Haemophilia A Hates: bleeding publically, pomposity,wasps, needles,narrow minds,MRI scanners,massive supermarkets,malls.
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