Monday, 9 May 2011

The Big C, et ma mere!

Mum's had her CT scan and blood tests results, it's looking like the liver cancer is gone and doesn't look like it's spread anywhere WAHEYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! xxxx

Wednesday, 31 December 2008

Xmas stuffing anyone?

I feel I should apologise as I hardly ever post anymore. There are a clutch of reasons for this: 1, I've been on anti-psychotics and increased anti-depressants over the past 12 months and have become decreasingly emo and whingey and 2, I'm addicted to Facebook and 3, I have very few opinions.

Christmas was a bit of a washout as 1, I'm totally skint and 2, I had the norovirus and the back end of bronchitis.

I asked for a bottle of Pantene Ice shampoo and a £1 bottle of Tescos bubble bath for Xmas, I got neither, which was disapointing as when you're skint the little things have increased important.(I secretly yearned for a Dalek head and a Torchwood calendar, oh and a new vibrator) I did however get some tights, a TARDIS, some jewelry, chocolates and body lotion :-). My parents visited me for an hour on Xmas day and didn't want to catch anything from me so plated me up a bit of Xmas dinner, had a natter and we went our separate ways lol. The best present I got was to spend 3 and a bit uninterrupted days with my baby, so despite us both ailing we managed plenty of latex loving/trannification and lusting ;-) *sigh*.


1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
Played Santa hat pom-pom wine slattering game, in a public bar. Had a 3 some with 2 trannies.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I did(mainly cos I didn't make any). I resolve not to buy cheap nasty ketchup in 2009.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Fleur did.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.

5. What countries did you visit?
Scotland.

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
Heinz Tomato Ketchup, not Farm Stores brand ketchup

7. What dates from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Friday 3rd October...Emma.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
I don't think I've achieved anything. Although Kinky_In_Leeds was a success.

9. What was your biggest failure?
Lack of motivation, which makes me care less about the things I want to care more about...

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yes

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Vodka(and lots of it)

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
Dunno

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
None

14. Where did most of your money go?
Down the drain...

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Nothing at all gets me really really really excited. But I got a little excited about Kinky 2.

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
Angel Eyes-Abba

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
happier

b) Bigger or smaller?
muuuuch bigger(20 kilos on!)

c) Richer or Poorer?
poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Horses

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Prozac

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
quietly

21. Did you fall in love in 2008?
oh yes

22. How many one-night stands?
2

23. What was your favourite TV program?
I didn't watch

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
No

25. What was the best book you read?
Sputnik Sweetheart - Haruki Marukami

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Robots In Disguise and Bat For Lashes and Lee Hazlewood

27. What did you want and get?
A gurl

28. What did you want and not get?
A Dalek Head

29. What was your favourite film of this year?
ummm don't know, can't really remember anything

30. What did you do on your birthday
vodka, coke, charlie, smoke, snog, dance, collapse (actually that'd make a good chorus)

31.What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
not needing a job!

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
non-existant

33. What kept you sane?
Risperidone, Citalopram, good loving, Berkeley menthol and vodka

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Jon Barrowman although Brian Molko's had a resurrection

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
none

36. Who did you miss?
Aisling

37. Who was the best new person you met?
Emma

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008:
Less drama=win.

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
"In "Hatful Of Hollow" I'm diving diving
In "Hatful Of Hollow" I'm screaming screaming
In "Boys" and "Voodoo" I'm living living
In "Boys" and "Voodoo" I'm screaming screaming

Turn it up turn it up turn it up turn it up
Turn it up turn it up turn it up turn it up
Turn me on!"

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

Thursday, 20 November 2008

cunts

Today a carers/domestic cleaning agency refused to clean my house unless they had a letter in writing stating that I don't have AIDS ...

They will live to regret their discriminatory attitude.

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

The Doctor Who Companion Test...

Your result for The Doctor Who Companion Test...

Romana II


You are Romana II. While you still retain all your knowledge from the Academy, your time spent traveling with The Doctor has mellowed you a bit, and you and The Doctor now get along quite well. The Doctor also greatly enjoys your company - you're smart enough to keep up with him, but are no longer the brash young know-it-all of your previous incarnation.

Unfortunately, all that mellowing has also caused you to become a bit more dependent upon The Doctor than you might like - you seem to be getting captured by monsters more and more these days. Still, you know how to enjoy yourself, and will probably stick around for the time being.

Take The Doctor Who Companion Test at HelloQuizzy

Sunday, 19 October 2008

O tell me why? Why? Why? Why the ceiling still shakes? Why the fixtures turn to serpents, snakes?

The hope had all but ebbed away and I was caught up with that familiar old black dog, depression. Zen seems to be coming back online now, reality's bleeding back through the cracks and I'm not running no more.

For my sweetheart:

Wednesday, 24 September 2008

Poverty is not being without money, but being without hope.

Sunday, 6 July 2008

...

Doctor Who - oh YES, a total fan fic ORGY! I am sated!

Rammstein - Ich Will (Pooh version)

Saturday, 28 June 2008

So...

...what's new...

-
eaten a *fuck* of a lot
put on weight (10 kilos in 6 months)
had panic attacks
slept Hideous amounts
barely making 22hrs of work
got fucked over by the Inland Rev to the negative tune of £150 per month
got prescribed meds by rubbish GP, drugs that give folk with bleeding disorders: brain bleeds, upper GI bleeds and assorted other annoyances incld death
lost libido

+
got new motor (nowt too glamorous like, a Nissan Note in steel grey, automatic, with mp3 jack ...but jesus that's a fucking cunting big YAY!)
celebrated solstice as a 3some with 2 men ;-p *rubs thighs vigorously* ...melt... the way forward... oh yes.
got wise to GP's utter cavalier rubbishness IN bloody TIME. Thanky.
got wasted *loads* :p
joined a fucking diet class "dust, anyone?"
organising a fetish/bdsm/performance art/cabaret night in LS1 :)
decorated hall
re-located libido

love t y'all

xxx

Monday, 23 June 2008

Honours List

Phil Dolan, 72, is to become an MBE for services to help people with haemophilia. Mr Dolan, who became infected with hepatitis C, successfully campaign for an inquiry into how people with haemophilia became infected from blood products.

http://news.scotsman.com/latestnews/Gongs-galore-as-the-Queen.4185676.jp